I haven’t updated this blog much. This is my personal blog, see, and lately… nothing remotely interesting or out of the ordinary has happened. It’s just been school-home, school-home, school-home for me these past few months. And I do believe that I’ve spent more time at school than I did at home. I’m just always there, doing projects, tiring myself and my mind to produce something good… I’m just exhausted.
I am so tired. And I wish I didn’t care so much for my grades but I do. I do so much. And sometimes I just close my eyes and I wonder if all these hard work will even actually pay off, someday? Or am I just wasting my time and energy on something I don’t even love to do? Some days, I feel like I enjoy what I’m doing. There are some days that I don’t. But even if I am slaving for nothing, I won’t stop… because I don’t quit; I just don’t like to.
I’ve just been thinking about so many things lately and I am so tired of thinking. Anyway, FINALS WEEK IS NEXT WEEK! And hopefully, by God’s grace, I will find the relaxation I badly need over the course of the vacation. It’s Christmas season. I am going to enjoy it!
(Source: krzl09bggsh)
